My church in the howling wind
My grandparents were typical
English-style Episcopalians, never going to their own church even to get
married. In England’s poor northern counties where Grandpa Bell’s parents were
born, only about seven out of every 100 residents can be found in church on a
typical Sunday.
England’s allergy to formal worship
recently prompted a witty story in The Times of London. The House of Commons
spends five minutes a month barely listening as Church Commissioner Sir Stuart
Bell gives a parchment-dry report — known as “God Questions” — about the
nation’s official religion.
“I wish, if only for dramatic
reasons, that he was a bit louder. He almost whispers his answers. It makes him
sound as if he is comforting someone in distress which, I suppose, he is,”
wrote Ann Treneman in her Times column, Parliamentary Sketch.
This year is the centennial of the
English Hymnal. Member of Parliament Tony Baldry aroused the House from its
torpor by asking what is being planned to mark the occasion, inasmuch as
“singing of carols and hymns are one of the more exhilarating ways of
celebrating the soul’s progress. “
“MPs looked confused,” according to
Treneman. “I think at first that quite a few MPs thought he was referring to
the sole of the foot (which is, of course, always topical during the party
season). Or they may have thought that Mr. Baldry was referring to sole as in
fish and chips. North Sea fish stocks are a big topic here and the sole’s
progress would be very good news indeed.”
We in America are far more serious
than the English when it comes to souls and religion. My own efforts last week
to convince my nine-year-old daughter Elizabeth that anybody worthy of
sainthood must surely have had a playful sense of humor about bodily functions
did not meet with success.
The little Episcopal Church where I
sang in the choir from the age of seven was, I recall, a place where lightness
was equally at home with spiritual contemplation. Until it was sold and torn
down to make room for, of all things, a bank parking lot, the sun streamed
through its small but exquisite stained-glass windows. The brightly colored light
fell on a comforting place furnished in wood polished smooth and dark by age.
Our church was a sanctuary from the
shyness that afflicted me as a boy, and I truly did love the hymns and carols.
In fact, British MP Baldry doesn’t deserve much teasing for his assertion that
hymns acknowledge “the rhythm of the Christian year is not just a matter of
ecclesiastic convenience but a map of the soul seasons through darkness and
light, hope and fulfillment.”
Appropriately, considering its
climate, one of the most popular carols in England is “In the Bleak
Mid-Winter,” with lyrics that have a certain resonance here as well.
In the bleak mid-winter/Frosty wind made moan
Earth stood hard as iron/Water like a stone
If I were a wise man/I would do my part
Yet what I can I give him?/Give my heart
This could serve as an epitaph for
the climbers who died on Mount Hood this month, caught between earth hard as
iron and water like a stone. We all mourn with their families even while joining
them in a fast-dimming hope for a miracle.
Most people are puzzled about why
anyone would set out to climb mountains in the winter — or in any season. And
it is, quite possibly, a dubious choice for someone with children who would be
left fatherless by an accident.
But there is a special power in
these cathedrals of rocks and ice, where the wind has sharp teeth and life
teeters on a narrow ridge high above the abyss. There is something sacred about
these places and experiences, with God seeming to swirl around in the blinding
snow. Moses wasn’t the last person to go to the mountain to quench a spiritual
thirst.
Like my grandparents, Sunday
services hold little attraction to me now. My church is out in the howling storm,
the world powerfully cleansing itself, perhaps protected by a god who
safeguards our fundamental well-being in ways that go beyond mere life and
death.
Wherever you worship, may the joy
of Christmas illuminate your heart.
For true Celts, science is no blarney
Brand new genetic findings are
changing what it means to be Irish, English, Scot or Welsh. Turns out none of
us are what we thought, me included.
It’s at least amusing and sometimes
upsetting when facts get in the way of pet beliefs, but at least I didn’t have
a lot invested in my ideas about my father’s ancestral line. Up until a year or
two ago, my family didn’t know whether we were English, German, Dutch, French,
Welsh or something else entirely. It wasn’t even out of the question we might
be Finns, the nationality of some of the Winters in southwestern Washington.
Eventually, traditional
genealogical investigations made it certain that my particular bunch came over
from England in the 1630s in the Great Migration to Massachusetts Bay Colony.
The fact “winter” is a very old Anglo-Saxon word seemed to seal the deal: We
must be from the great Germanic tribes that swept aside the old Celtic peoples
of Britain in the early Dark Ages, forcing the island’s original inhabitants
into the western and northern reaches.
Taking my own advice, I decided to
test our Saxon roots by sending a cheek swab away to a laboratory in Oxford,
England. Weeks ticked by as I waited like a sugar addict does for Halloween. At
last, slicing open the envelope from England, my eyes sailed down the page to
read with surprise “we have identified your Y-chromosome as being of probable
Celtic origin. “
Celtic! Did this mean I needed to
begin wearing cable-knit sweaters, try one last time to make it through
“Finnegans Wake,” or learn to toss the caber?
Well, not so fast. As the Oxford
Ancestors report went on to suggest, still-developing DNA censuses of
populations in Britain and continental Europe are showing that far from being
the targets of successful “ethnic cleansing” by the Saxons, Vikings, Normans
and other invaders, the original Celtic people of England are still very much
alive and well. Studies are finding that this aboriginal DNA constitutes most
of the underlying English gene stock. In other words, the English are nearly as
Celtic as the Irish are.
Again, not so fast. What does it
mean to be called Celtic? Who exactly were these Celts and where did they come
from? Delving more deeply into the matter, I quickly found that the Oxford
analysis was faintly ridiculous in labeling the aboriginal English tribes as
Celtic. And how Celtic are the Irish? Hardly at all.
Genetic scientist Stephen Oppenheimer’s
rather densely written “The Origins of the British, A Genetic Detective Story:
The Surprising Roots of the English, Irish, Scottish, and Welsh,” makes a
strong case for the argument that the Celts and Anglo-Saxons were, at most,
small migrant minorities — Johnny-come-latelies that introduced new words, arts
and technologies, but very few genes.
Hunter-gatherers followed the game
herds over now submerged land bridges into what would become Ireland and
Britain between 15,000 and 7,500 years ago as the last glaciers retreated. To
the extent they were anything we would comprehend today, they were Basques,
from what is now the western border of Spain and France. This safe haven from
the Ice Age was the genetic reservoir that produced us.
Ireland, furthest west and maybe
sooner cut off by rising sea levels when the ice melted, retains about 88
percent of its original hunter-gatherer genes, compared to 80 percent in Wales
and Cornwall, 70 percent in Scotland, and 75 percent in England as a whole — 67
percent in south England.
According to Oppenheimer, tens of
thousands of years ago the Celts started out in the area now occupied by
Turkey, from where they migrated along the north coast of the Mediterranean to
Italy, France, Spain and up the Atlantic coast to the British Isles. Putting
considerable stock in ancient Irish legends, he believes the Celts completed
their major incursions in Ireland about 3,700 years ago from a homeland south
of the Seine. So the Irish are French!
When Rome took over Britain in AD
43, they found a conglomeration of tribes. Some of these may, like the Irish,
have adopted a version of the Celtic dialect helpful for trading up and down
the coast. But the dominant southern groups apparently already spoke an ancient
Germanic language which shared the same roots as those brought over by the
Anglo-Saxons, helping explain the lack of Celtic names in England. Maybe the
Saxons inherited the word “winter” from an even older language.
Genetics makes this an exciting
time to be alive, able to explore our deepest roots.
For an article detailing
Oppenheimer’s DNA findings and theories, see the October issue of Prospect
Magazine at www.prospect-magazine.co.uk
War is not glorious to those in it
The calendar that hangs above my
computer at work features American military images and quotations. One
particularly caught my attention.
“It doesn’t take a hero to order
men into battle. It takes a hero to be one of those men who goes into battle,”
said Norman Schwarzkopt, retired general and commander of Desert Storm
operations. Schwarzkopt’s comment cuts right to the heart of the matter.
A supporter of Defense Secretary
Donald Rumsfeld remarked a couple weeks ago that she didn’t expect him ever to
resign, because he was still having a thoroughly enjoyable time running the war
effort. Contrast this with Dwight Eisenhower, who said “I hate war as only a
soldier who has lived it can, only as one who has seen its brutality, its
futility, its stupidity.”
As we struggle to find an honorable
and lasting end to a war we didn’t need to initiate, our debt to the ordinary
men and women who actually place themselves at risk should be seared into our
national soul. The lives that have been savagely shattered, the horrifying
injuries inflected, the fears and discomforts endured — all constitute a
breathtaking heroism that is in no way sullied by the arrogant stupidity of the
politicians who found it so easy to shortchange diplomacy in their rush to
depose a tinhorn dictator.
There are no good wars, but there
are wars we must fight. The American people have always stood ready to leave
the safe embrace of their families to keep war out of our homes and quiet
neighborhoods. In this sense, even the ill-conceived adventure in Iraq has a
valid intention buried deep within its thick coating of corporate profiteering.
But the goal of keeping terrorism far from our shores will ultimately be far
better served by minding our own business. We will never fix the religious
hatreds of the Middle East. The bravery and energy of our young heroes can be
put to better use right here within our own borders.
It’s never been easier to learn
about the military service of our ancestors. Free and pay Web sites contain a
staggering amount of information, while the National Archives and Records
Administration (www. nara.gov) now offers straightforward ways to order copies
of the vast records generated by and for veterans.
The Civil War is not only among
America’s most powerful stories, but the war and its aftermath generated a
veritable bombardment of paperwork that still resides in federal storehouses.
Pension files provide a detailed look into the lives of our
great-great-grandparents, and can be obtained from NARA for $39 — three times
the maximum monthly pension of a disabled Union soldier or sailor. Records from
more recent wars are also available through the National Archives, as are a
variety of other documents, including applications for land under the Homestead
Acts.
Unsure whether your ancestor fought
in the Civil War, or unclear about the details? A National Park Service Web
site (www.itd.nps.gov/cwss) allows you to search by surname and then pair him
up with his regiment to learn exactly where they fought.
Ancestry.com is the big dog in
private on-line genealogy in more ways than one: A subscription unlocks a
wealth of data, but costs hundreds of dollars a year. You can opt for an
incrementally more expensive month-by-month Ancestry subscription, use the heck
out it, and then cancel.
Our national and family histories
are an inspiring lesson in the costs of war. To our peril, schools spend a
decreasing part of class time on educating children about why we must sometimes
fight and why we should always try hard not to.
Thomas Jefferson wrote “We did not
raise armies for glory or for conquest.” Eisenhower said “Every gun that is
made, every warship launched, every rocket fired, signifies in the final sense
a theft from those who hunger and are not fed, those who are cold and are not
clothed.”
It is time to recall and live by
those words.
Oysters can’t handle many more insults
it’s hard to imagine any of today’s
up-and-coming oystermen founding an innovative local environmental group, as
Lee Wiegardt did with the Willapa Alliance in the early 1990s. It’s
inconceivable any would risk great financial expense and unpopularity by
litigiously brawling against bay-area development as Dick Sheldon has done.
That’s too bad.
Oysters need clean water and firm,
open tideflats. At least since the last ice age, that’s what they’ve had in
Willapa Bay and parts of Puget Sound.
But as with so many other of the
Pacific Northwest’s natural bounties, the century and a half since white
settlement have been a time of unremitting insults to oyster habitat. Precious
tideland was diked and turned to cow pasture. Suffocating blankets of sediment
were unleashed from clear-cut hillsides. Invading species churned up and
covered up oysterbeds. Polluted run-off oozes harmful bacteria and industrial
chemicals into the water.
And yet oystering survives, with a
remarkable three pricey new oyster boats christened on Willapa this year. To
call the industry’s continuing viability a miracle would miss the point,
ascribing to the supernatural what really is a costly and tenacious commitment
by ordinary people to the proposition that perfect water must not be sacrificed
on the altar of progress.
It wasn’t just Wiegardt’s patrician
leadership or Sheldon’s guerrilla battle tactics that brought the bay into the
21st century still relatively functional and indisputably sublime. But they and
a few others like them projected an energy into preservation efforts that are
sadly anemic today.
Something I wrote many years ago
still holds true, for now: On a late autumn afternoon Willapa Bay glows with a
pearly blue light from a surface so pure and still that it merges seamlessly
with the sky like a mirage. Gaze across it to the dark encircling hills,
breathe slowly until you are as calm and watchful as a heron, and a revelation
may come — this place is alive.
Even so, more and more of the bay
shore is being carved up into residential lots, most on septic systems. A leak
from any one of them could close nearby oyster harvesting for months. Even
without a catastrophic sewage leak, the other trappings of modern residential
development — from pet droppings to lawn fertilizer — may slowly wound
Willapa’s strong beating heart. Puget Sound, with its dying orcas and bacterial
outbreaks, is all too near in every sense.
A fresh generation of Willapa
defenders is urgently needed.
Recently perusing the on-line
collection of the Center for Pacific Northwest Studies, I was pleased to find
several old family photos detailing our family’s minor historical connection to
oystering.
It’s hard to imagine a more
unlikely food combination than the one my Great-Grandfather William Giles
struck upon for his inexplicably popular restaurants in and around Bellingham,
Wash., in the 1890s and early 1900s — oysters and waffles.
One photo is an exterior view
showing his Oyster and Waffle House next to the Palace Fish Market on Dock
Street, while another shows Grandpa Giles and a helper in their aprons waiting
on diners in a genteel Victorian room.
An 1893 notice in the Blaine
(Wash.) Journal touts a slightly earlier incarnation of the restaurant: “When
in Whatcom call at Giles & Meyer’s Oyster Parlor, on the Holly Street
viaduct, if you happen to want lunch at any time, day or night.”
I can’t quite picture oysters and
waffles together at the same time, day or night, but I still have our recipe
for fried oysters from my great- great-grandmother’s 1873 “receipt” book: “Take
the largest ones, and rinse them in cold water to free them from bits of shell;
then dip them into beaten egg, and then into finely rolled cracker crumbs, both
sides, and fry in butter, not too hot — turning them over when the first side
is nicely browned.”
The page corner still bears traces
of being folded down for reference. It closes with this valuable advice: “Serve
while hot ... a cold Oyster, unless RAW is not a ‘treat.’“ Words to live by.
For backpacking bliss, bring on the llamas
It would be an exaggeration to say
we crawled back to the edge of town on our hands and knees, gasping for water
through cracked lips. But just barely.
Snared into it because a couple
excruciatingly cute girls from our high school were going too, I hastily signed
up for a 10-day Explorer Scout backpacking trip across Wyoming’s tallest
mountain range. Turns out that lugging 70-pound packs up and down
granite-festooned trails through 70 miles of mosquito-clouded forests and
crevasse-laced, near-vertical glaciers is less fun than it sounds.
It wasn’t “Deliverance.” It also
wasn’t the von Trapp family’s sun-dappled waltz through the Alps after they
escape Liesl’s loathsome Nazi boyfriend. More like a cross between boot camp
and one of National Lampoon’s “Vacation” movies.
For one thing, the two 20-something
expedition leaders assigned to the mission by the National Outdoor Leadership
School were boisterously enthusiastic in ways that have always sent me into a steely,
thin-lipped rage, and never more so than at age 15. After coming down off a
glacier one day, they held a rope-coiling contest. Only after 40 years’
practice have I gotten to where I can even coil a garden hose, and my
climbing-rope wasn’t tidy enough for them. They’re lucky I wasn’t holding my
ice ax.
Aside from a lifetime aversion to
guided tours, what did I learn? Uncooked Bisquick batter mixed with honey makes
a pretty good breakfast drink on rainy mornings when you can’t light a campfire.
Completely break in your boots before leaving town. Don’t tailgate the next
person on the trail, even if you have a crush on her. Never take mattresses and
dry socks for granted.
Somewhat surprisingly, maybe the
main thing I came away with was a love for trekking. We are a walking species,
or were until our oversized brains sent us down the sedentary evolutionary path
toward driving our cars on any errand more than a city block away. All griping
aside, my sophomore- year adventure in the Wind River Mountains was a memorable
introduction to decades of happy tromping, though now mostly on short forays
through the woods of home. With a 22.5 percent drop in nationwide participation
since 1998, for too many of us including me, backpacking is more a memory than
an annual summer ritual. Even day trips are too long for current tastes.
There is something about an
extended wilderness expedition that resets your internal odometer, a valuable
distancing from the routine march of days that blur indistinguishably together.
I remember my parents’ amusement when I was awestruck by all the changes I
noticed in my hometown after being away for all of a week and a half. When you
see the same things every day, you stop seeing them at all.
How rapdily thangs change has been
an American obsession at least since Washington Irving wrote about Rip Van
Winkle’s ill-fated stroll in the Catskills, and with good reason — like it or
not, “progress” is our middle name. With our national odometer having clicked
over 300,000,000 this week, it’s dizzying to think of where we’ve been and
where we’re going. When my active 9-year-old daughter Elizabeth is 46 in 2043,
there will be 400 million people in the U.S., a third more than today and twice
as many as in 1967, when I was 9.
Considering more than half of
Americans choose to live within 50 miles of the coastline or Great Lakes, by
2043 Clatsop County will go from about 37,000 people to around 50,000 and
Washington’s Pacific County will add 8,000 to its present population of around
22,000. But these guesses don’t take into account that we may get more than our
share of growth, or that people who move here tend to jam into a mile-wide
strip along the ocean and river. Things may start to get a little snug,
especially if the sea level rises.
It would be fascinating to
fast-forward, or lie asleep in some enchanted dale, and come back to observe
all the changes at once rather than have them slowly pile up around us.
My cousin Bob and I are talking
about taking up backpacking again, though for my part I think hired llamas may
get stuck with the packs. Nowadays, I’ve got enough weight to lug around,
without strapping any to my back.
Cider captures the taste of summer sunshine
In late September sugar
occasionally coalesced out of the kiln-baked soil in my grandparents’ plum
thicket, suffusing the fruit with just enough sweetness to stave off puckers
and spitting.
The plums were the size of cheap
green olives, plenty hard for sling-shot ammo until fall, when the first
adventurous winds tobogganed down the mountains and playfully knocked them
down. A presidential administration might come and go before any survived till
edibility. But when the marauding frosts lurked above 6, 000 feet for a
precious extra couple of weeks, a slippery fermenting mass of ripe purple
bon-bons enticed mule deer down from the hills to get plum drunk, silly as
kindergartners at an all-you-can-eat cotton-candy buffet.
Grandma Bell kept canned foods in
the dark recesses lining her dirt-floored cellar, where a pump always in need
of Grandpa’s tinkering stayed half a step ahead of the ditchwater that seeped
through the walls. Although grandma had a Tibetan monk’s sense of frugality, I
don’t remember that she ever made preserves from her plums — they may have been
just too fickle — but Mom remembers a year when their pig gorged on so many it
nearly re-enacted the exploding-glutton scene in Monty Python’s “The Meaning of
Life.” This pig sparks another memory of Mom’s, of a year when she and her two
bothers rescued a pair of orphaned mallard ducklings on the ranch and fed them
so many earthworms they couldn’t close their greedy little bills. They survived
the experience, still lean and coursing with enough wildness to quack up into
the southbound migration that fall.
Walking home during the first
comfortable weeks of autumn, Mom meandered through the apple grove, where
beckoning mottled-red fruit bent the branches so low they almost touched the
tall grass, more dusty yellow than gold in the brief interlude before the snows
pounced. Maybe they were a hardier variety of pioneer cowboy apples, or maybe
her memories are filtered through the perfecting lens of time, but Mom doesn’t
recall them having worms, only sweet juice as dessert to a one-room-schoolhouse
day in the austere 1930s. They may well have been planted in the 1880s by some
veteran of Antietam, thirsty for the magical elixir that a perfect hard cider
can be.
Johnny Appleseed was a real man,
John Chapman, who traveled the young nation from the 1790s creating fenced
apple nurseries. These were in effect operated as some of America’s first
agricultural cooperatives, selling trees to neighbors on shares. In an era when
contaminated water was a relentless killer, hard cider was a pure, mildly
inebriating beverage that also provided a way to package and preserve many of
the nutritional benefits of apples. Cider mills were scattered across the country,
and provided Chapman with free seeds to encourage the planting of orchards.
Increasing immigration from Germany, with its adoration of beer, combined with
the disruption of Prohibition to blight the cider business. Today, most people
think of cider as a less refined form of apple juice, an autumn novelty of no
consequence.
There is a sensation like biting
into a crisp, tart apple when you sip a great hard cider, a rapturous
transportation into an idyllic fall morning — like my grandparents’ orchard
where I can still imagine the frost evaporating off into white vapor, a bright
crescent moon looking close enough to touch still floating high above the sage-
and pine-clad mountains. Like a good wine, a well-made cider encapsulates the
best of its birthplace — I think I first could imagine England after my first
taste of Woodpecker, a medium-sweet cider available from importers such as
internetwines.com
Most mass-market ciders available
in grocery stores have far more in common with wine coolers than legitimate
cider, being a carbonated concoction of apple juice and other ingredients.
Thank heavens, we’re lucky here in the Pacific Northwest to be near the world’s
most celebrated apple-growing region and several new artisan cider makers. We
even have one well-regarded maker, Ford Farms Cyderworks, operating on nearby
Sauvie Island, qualifying as local for those of us who aim to buy our food from
suppliers within 100 miles of home. Another, Wandering Aengus Ciderworks,
produces three ciders ranging from dry to medium sweet near Salem. Links to
both can be found on the Web site of the Northwest Cider Society,
www.nwcider.org
Mom is making applesauce this week,
another way to preserve and enjoy the essential goodness of fall. Months from
now, as the rain pounds down, we’ll open a jar and relive these perfect weeks
of starry nights, dewy dawns and shirtsleeve afternoons. I know my daughter,
spending this afternoon learning at Grandma’s side, will always keep a perfect
apple in her heart.
Why wait? Join the DNA game
Used to be that if an ordinary
person had any reason to think about genetics, it was in connection with being
told “You’ve got your grandmother’s eyes” or uncle’s over-fondness for strong
drink. Now, it’s somewhat plausible for neighbors to get into a genetics
discussion that includes mutation rates and comparison of haplotypes.
Most of us have seen TV programs or
read news stories about DNA studies like the Human Genographic Project, a
partnership of the National Geographic Society and IBM aimed at unearthing the
history of human migration. By charting the genetic footprints etched into the
cells of diverse populations around the world, this project will restore a
great history that was lost to us, epics unrecorded by written language.
Less publicized but perhaps with
even greater significance is a monumental study organized by a Utah-based
nonprofit, the Sorenson Molecular Genealogy Foundation. By analyzing the DNA of
thousands of volunteers from around the world, people who at a minimum know the
identities of all eight great-grandparents, SMGF plans a publicly available
data base that eventually will permit anyone anywhere to determine how they are
related to any other person. The mission of SMGF “is to promote a sense of
connection, belonging and identity among all people by showing how closely we
all are related as members of one human family.”
As explained on the SMGF Web site
(www.smgf.org), “molecular genealogy links individuals to their ancestors using
genetic profiles, eliminating guesswork and dead-ends caused by surname changes
and missing historical records.”
Like all DNA studies directed at
history and genealogy, the Sorenson project has nothing in common with other
types of genetic research designed to understand disease or solve crimes. So
far as anybody knows, the tiny pieces of DNA examined by the SMGF have no
function or significance other than providing clues to ancestry.
Nor is the SMGF’s role to give even
ancestral information to those who volunteer. While DNA results and the portion
of their family trees older than 1900 will be added to the data base,
volunteers aren’t given their own DNA test results. For that, it’s necessary to
turn to one of several private companies offering increasingly sophisticated
and affordable testing, the total results of which are your haplotype.
My distant cousin Ann Turner has co-authored
“Trace Your Roots with DNA,” an enthusiastic and convincing introduction to
personal genetic studies. She and Megan Smolenyak do a great job explaining how
it works, identifying what companies perform tests, and detailing the promise
and limitations of current technology. An interesting limitation of the two
most commonly available DNA tests is that they reveal only a small percentage
of our overall genetic make-up. The Y-DNA and mtDNA tests each trace a single
thread of ancestry, in the first case the specifically male DNA that is handed
down father to son, and in the case of mtDNA, only a snippet of DNA that
mothers give to their children of either gender. Because of our cultural
tradition of passing surnames along on the male side, Y-DNA tracks the origin
of the long line of men — your father, his father, his father’s father and so
on — who give us our last names. This is of considerable interest, but in terms
of our total genes, Y-DNA and mtDNA together make up less than 1 percent of who
we are.
More advanced tests are becoming
available that may bring the lofty goals of the Human Genographic Project down
to a personal level. Autosomal tests, which already are included in the
Sorenson project’s broad analysis, examine a wider range of a person’s total
DNA. By identifying genes that have undergone persistent (but usually harmless)
mutations, it’s possible to estimate how much of any person’s ancestry
originated in particular areas of the world. In one well-known case, a man who
thought he was African-American found he was an estimated 57 percent
Indo-European, 39 percent Native American, 4 percent East Asian and zero
percent African.
DNA testing is a fascinating and
affordable way to learn more about exactly who we are. Incredible advances have
been made in less than a decade. Even more amazing things are sure to come, but
why wait? For less than $200, you can join the game.
Cherish what you have, don’t corrupt it
Looking down from airlines window
at a wounded paradise I expect to never visit again, it was simultaneously sad
and yet oddly comforting to observe brightly lit puddles — interconnected
neighborhoods shimmering far below in the night. Like bacterial colonies
growing across a petri dish, their shapes were crisply defined, bulging inward
from the seashore up into the darkened rice paddies and forests of Bali.
It’s a tiresome truism that no
place is ever how you remember it. Similarly, no matter how incredible
somewhere may seem now, there is always someone pleased to tell you how
infinitely better it was 10 or 20 years ago, in the mythical past before it was
“discovered” and overrun by chattering troops of sun-burned tourists.
In the decade and a half since I
last made the interminable trip around to the far side of the world,
development has romped through south Bali with awesome abandon. You can buy
$100 Italian neckties on a little island where it used to be a chore finding a
Diet Pepsi. A multi-lane highway speeds you through what was oxen-tilled
farmland — though it speaks to Bali’s persistent charms that on the day we flew
home, all but one of its southbound lanes were closed to accommodate rollicking
local teenagers competing in a homemade-kite festival.
The sheer entrepreneurial energy on
exhibit is a stirring testimonial to the human aspiration to create better
lives. The wonderfully hospitable people of Bali are doing the best they can
for themselves and their kids. But there’s a tremendous downside to the Bali
boom.
Unquestionably among the world’s
best craftsmen, the Balinese have built 50 sumptuously tasteful palace-hotels
where 10 would have served quite nicely. And when tourists vote with their
credit cards in favor of a particular item of heavenly fabric, fearsome stone
temple demon, meticulous basket or any other imaginable product of ingenious
minds, the Balinese respond with not six small shops, or 60, but more like 600.
Going to and from work every day I
pass a roadside place dedicated to the manufacture and sale of chainsaw
carvings. If we were in Bali, these would have been honed into a nearly
Zen-like state of perfection, and then every other homeowner in Seaview, Wash.,
would have taken up the same activity with multi-generational zeal. Finally,
there would be so many houses all making essentially the same thing that none
would sell more than one a week.
Thousands of individual decisions
to build pretty little hotels and gift galleries along once-rural lanes have
combined to sabotage the very qualities that make Bali so appealing. I’m not
such a snob as to declare that it has been ruined — far from it. Readers of
Travel and Leisure magazine recently voted Bali the best island in the world
for something like the fifth time. But having seen it in strobe-flash visits
separated by 15 years, I cringe to think what it will be like 15 years from
now, another vapid French Riveria buried alive in its own fancy coffin.
Bustling as is seemed during our August
there, Bali actually is in an awful slump, the nearby Australians having
deserted it for a variety of reasons. Combined with the deleterious effects of
over-building, this fickleness in the tourist trade strikes me as a strong
warning for our cool, ferny version of paradise here at the mouth of the
Columbia River. We’re certainly nowhere close to having the same single-minded
dependency on tourism as is true in Bali, but there are troubling similarities
that bear careful consideration.
No one — well, almost no one —
wakes up in the morning and decides “Today I’m going screw up my town!” But too
many people all busily building their dream houses, or trying to make money by
catering to those people, are a sure ticket from paradise to purgatory. There’s
a lot of resistance to land-use planning, but in absence of thoughtful and
well-enforced rules, only the wealthy can afford to insulate themselves from
the Bali syndrome.
When it comes to tourism, the
single most important thing we can do is work to preserve all that makes us
special and unique — more eagles and fewer condos.
Like cancer, degradations sneak up
on a community, and like cancer, early detection and treatment are key. We’re
not too sick yet, but we don’t have all the time in the world.
We can still learn from ancient shamans
In a past worn parchment-thin with
age, when the tribes of my people still kept a watchful eye on the gloomy
forests and nasty marshes of northwestern Europe for marauding wolves and
Romans, we regarded all Finns as wizards.
Wrapped in raven’s clothes, bearing
rune-scratched bones, they were the most powerful shamans in all our close,
precious, capricious world. Heralded by a barking village dog, the wizard
strode down from the north, pausing open-handed at the village’s ill-defined
threshold before being excitedly pulled near the blazing fire — an iron-age
celebrity — a spiritual doctor making a house call.
The far north was the birthplace of
the furious wind, the realm of timeless ice, of tusks and teeth and awesomely
thick furs of white. The Finns, men and women who somehow confronted and
overcame the screeching storms of winter in their land of silent lakes and
mystery, obviously maintained strong bonds with the ancient vengeful gods.
We speak now of times so long past
that even the legends have been worn out, like snow blown back and forth across
rocky ground until it finally dissolves into the welcoming air. One of the only
tales recalled about the Finnish wizards concerns the magical ropes they sold,
with spell-encased knots each holding little pieces of the wind, which could be
unloosed when out upon the sea to propel our boats when the natural breeze fell
still.
I have a vision of my family
parting with a few of the hard-fought silver coins we hoarded, handing them
over to a scary northern shaman, insurance of a fair wind on the voyage of our
Germanic tribes across the North Sea to a new home in Britain. I’m not too
sophisticated to harbor a slender suspicion the knots may have worked — we
obviously reached our destination, didn’t we?
So far as I know, something like
1,500 years passed before any of my clan had additional commerce with the
Finns, but when we did it was again to purchase a variety of magic — a Nokia
cellphone — and it has to be admitted that northern technology has advanced
quite a way since the knotted-rope business.
It’s still somewhat questionable to
me whether cell phones are truly as essential as they’re made out to be.
Perhaps, 15 centuries from now, our descendants will look back upon them as
more of a marketing triumph than a communication breakthrough, a distant echo
of the salesmanship techniques the Finns employed in foisting spell-enwrapped
knots upon us as vital transportation infrastructure. Still, it’s nice for my
wife to be able find me, no matter where I may hide ...
Saunas, though, are an aspect of
Finn culture deserving of the greatest affection and respect. At their most
elemental, the sauna acts as a direct conduit back to olden times when the
Finns and Saxons shared a European wilderness that the Roman chronicler Tacitus
considered hideously distasteful.
Writing in about 110 A.D., Tacitus
scathingly observed “Besides the dangers from a sea tempestuous, horrid and
unknown, who would relinquish Asia, or Africa, or Italy, to repair to Germany,
a region hideous and rude, under a rigorous climate, dismal to behold.”
Considering the German climate so unforgiving, how much worse would Tacitus
have considered Finland, with its dark and combative winters?
The true, simple dry sauna still is
a delightful cure for bone-deep cold, the pure wood radiating a healing heat
that calls forth memories safeguarded deep in the cells of Finns and other
northern peoples — memories of the hot Mediterranean and African climates we
left behind so many millennia ago on our epic migrations ever west and north.
So please join me in welcoming the
world’s Finns to Astoria and Naselle, Wash., next week. They gather here to
celebrate their intensely rich and subtly nuanced culture.
Finns are about much more than cell
phones, saunas and magic ropes. Even in these latter days, they possess strong
connections to the governing spirits of the northern world, plus an indomitable
sense of fun.
Tacitus gives us guidance, telling
of how the Finnish wizards of old would have been greeted by my old folks:
“Every man receives every comer, and treats him with repasts as large as his
ability can possibly furnish. When the whole stock is consumed, he who had
treated so hospitably guides and accompanies his guest to a new scene of
hospitality; and both proceed to the next house, though neither of them
invited. Nor avails it, that they were not: they are there received, with the
same frankness and humanity.”
Welcome to our villages, all you
Finns.
Patriotism does not announce itself
The First World War might have been
fought by the ancient Greeks for all it is remembered by most Americans. And
yet only nine decades have passed since this paroxysm of military malpractice
was burned into the souls of a generation like a magnesium flare eating through
tender flesh. The lives of young men were spent with feckless contempt — the
mind-numbing waste excused with the huckster’s lie that this would be the war
to end all wars.
Fourth of July smells like Blackcat
firecrackers and tastes like fried chicken raised on earthworms and kitchen
scraps. Or so at least it seems in that cherry bomb-sized kernel of sharp
boyhood memory that bounces around inside my untidy brain.
World War I doughboys sat around
the rough plank table where our Independence Day meal was served, nursing nasty
Roi-Tan cigars and icy tall-boy bottles of Miller High Life. They were
quartz-hard and serious men, not philosophically opposed to laughing, but with
a living tendril of raw nerve still snaking back into the bloody trenches of
France and the Great Depression that soon followed. The posing, posturing
patriotism of politicians was of no more consequence to them than the latest
fashions in Vogue magazine.
These men, Pete Facinelli for one
and my almost equally curmudgeonly right-wing Granduncle George Bell for
another, would no more talk of wartime exploits than prance down Main Street
wearing one of the aforementioned frilly frocks. This reticence was
particularly noticeable since they weren’t otherwise shy about storytelling.
Pete, especially, was always quick with a tale of his life in the mines.
In an episode worthy of the
demythologizing HBO Western series Deadwood, he once told of how a foreman with
a grudge against a prominent Chinese offered him a dollar to cut off the man’s
queue, the lifelong pigtail that assured traditional Chinese a place in heaven.
Pete had never possessed a whole dollar, and agreed to the mission only once it
was explained to him that a dollar consisted of 20 nickels. Although cultural
sensitivity was, in all fairness, never one of the strongest of Pete’s many
good qualities, he had no idea what serious business this was: Writing in 1876,
a western missionary noted “the man who deliberately cuts off another’s queue,
loses his own and his head with it in consequence.” Pete barely escaped with
his throat intact, but got his dollar.
When it came to war, Pete and his
peers seemed to have no use at all for stories, implicitly believing in the
ancient Chinese adage that “Those who know do not speak, those who speak do not
know.” But although their uncomplaining heroism was deeply admirable, it’s
likely the stoicism and agreed-upon amnesia that followed World War I
contributed to the subsequent horrors of World War II. The Great War’s
estimated 16.3 million deaths became just a down payment toward the 62 million
killed from 1939 to 1945. Arguably, the World War II generation has done a
better job preserving our collective memory of the crushing personal cost of
war.
Patriotism isn’t — or at least
shouldn’t be — a simple-minded matter of waving the flag and calling down God’s
wrath upon whomever the sitting president has decided is our enemy. Real
American patriotism consists of getting up and going to work, caring for family
and leaving everyone else the hell alone. Far too many voters are easily fooled
by politicians quick to prostitute the memory of the honorable and sacred dead
in the service of corporate greed. Being mighty isn’t what makes America great.
America is great only because its people are. We need a lot fewer smart weapons
and a lot more smart leaders, a lot more firecrackers and a lot less swagger.
Pete and his marvelous wife, Pluma,
a giantess in spirit even more than in body, virtually lived in their vast
vegetable garden in the summer. Pluma’s famous cucumbers, source of at least
10,000 Mason jars of pickles, spread out across the hot black soil. Biting into
a charcoal-broiled cheeseburger crisscrossed by crisp dills, this July 4, I’ll
think of Pete and Pluma, and their quiet lives of integrity, strength and
courage. Patriots.
Meet the bears in my neighborhood
Black bears top out at only three
feet tall at the shoulder and 225 pounds, according to the Washington
Department of Fish and Wildlife. But someone forgot to restrict the diet of our
neighborhood’s dominant male bruin, who is easily four and half to five feet
tall and 350 pounds.
His intimidating size didn’t stop
our dauntless one-foot-tall, 40-pound girl-dog from chasing this brute into the
woods last week, down the hill into the hollow below our house where a shredded
carpet of slobbery litter bespeaks his powerful garbage addiction. The people
of a downtrodden African village could thrive on the good food thrown away by
residents of a typical small American neighborhood, so it’s no wonder our bear
is becoming a sideshow freak. I have visions of him someday having his stomach
stapled, toning up, and appearing on Oprah, extolling the healthy macrobiotic
grub-and-berry diet.
Bears and sharks are alike in
growing about 50 percent in the telling, especially when spotted in the wild
and not behind zoo barriers or aquarium glass. As with the fish-that-got-away,
our tall-tale gene takes hold of the facts and inflates them into something
worth repeating around a campfire. When it comes to ego glorification and
goosebump production, what good is a nerdish shark or a bear no bigger than a
stuffed one you could win playing pull-tabs at the corner tavern?
But I can honestly defend my size
estimate for our local papa bear, since we also have a number of little guys
that genuinely are the meager specimens proposed by WDFW. There are so many
muddy bear tracks of various sizes crossing the street next to our house that I
first mistook them to be the footprints of a large party of surveyors traipsing
through the woods. (With the Long Beach Peninsula still in the grips of an
unprecedented building boom, rampaging surveyors are common as bears, if
usually not quite so hairy.)
A visitor was in our office saying
he caught a glimpse of one distant bear while driving through Yellowstone, but
saw four at close quarters in the space of a few minutes at the peninsula’s
Leadbetter State Park, including a mama who defiantly stopped traffic while her
shy second cub worked up courage to scamper across the road.
In crass economic terms, our region
is a true-life Mutual of Omaha’s Wild Kingdom that would draw packs of nature
tourists if it were better publicized. With a little patience, knowledge and
luck, in one day a person here can experience bears, sea lions, elk, otters,
seals, eagles and a host of other interesting critters that we all take for
granted but which are amazing novelties to most modern Americans. A friend in
Oysterville told me of how fascinated customers at his store are at a semi-wild
raccoon, which is kind of entertaining the first few hundred times you see him.
But how much more so is a bear or an otter?
At one secret spot I stake out for
otters, I recently was rewarded by the sight of a lanky juvenile fishing in the
slough, having obvious fun in the way of his species. He was successful and
took his catch up to a muddy bank — just below where I stood — and set to
eating before noticing me out of the corner of his eye. He sat erect with a
surprised “Where did you come from, you sneaky bastard?” expression, before
swiftly slipping into the water to examine me more closely from its safety.
He’d take a look and dip beneath the surface, slyly trying to elude my gaze,
not realizing his position was given away by a distinct trail of bubbles. I
wouldn’t trade this experience for a thousand dollars.
Speaking of witnessing wild things,
I’d swear I saw a funnel cloud between Ilwaco and Astoria last Friday evening.
A crisply formed tube snaked out of the bottom of a dark rain cloud, extending
downward a good way but stopping some 500 feet above the Columbia. It’s the
first I’ve seen, and a curious beast it was, a peculiar thing of mindless
energy and destructive potential. I vote for trapping and releasing them
somewhere they can’t harm my family and the bears.
As the world discovers our choice,
long-overlooked wonderland at the mouth of the Columbia, only careful and
deliberate planning will ensure there always is space for our wild neighbors. I
hope we have the wisdom and strong hearts necessary to preserve this essential
aspect of life on North America’s fine western edge.
We’re immortals today, gone the next
Ilwaco’s fire siren started to wail
a couple of Sundays ago just as we passed above one of my alternate dog-walking
paths, an abandoned logging road in the new high-end Discovery Heights
subdivision. My news-gathering instincts barely wiggled. Electronic alarms
appear to be about 98 percent false. But my ears and my dog’s both pricked up
at the sound of a weird undulating siren much closer at hand. A moment’s
puzzlement dissolved into amused entertainment as I realized that down in the
blackberry thicket off to one side of the road, six or eight coyote pups were
singing in unison with the siren, the mama of all coyotes.
I’m a connoisseur of forgotten and
overgrown old roads, which in our lush region are sort of leafy green hallways
leading to surprising little clearings above the ocean, haunted coastal
artillery bunkers and the moldering stumps of giant cedars left over from pell-mell
land-clearing a century ago. My limited knowledge of botany and the other
natural sciences tells me that much of what I appreciate near home has little
relationship with the original, wild nature of this place. The grass,
dandelions, blackberries and perhaps even some of the spiders are all invaders
that tagged along with us Euro-Americans. Even so, I love each of the paths I
walk. Thriving life, even a carpet of weeds, has value and charm.
So I was saddened to see progress
come to the coyotes’ road, as a grader last week cleared the way for another
row of residential lots. This isn’t to suggest I would have intervened to stop
it if I had known. People need places to live, too, and these developers are
good folks who love the place as much or more than I do. Some part of me still
mourns all those spiders, bustling through their lives one second, and the next
churned into the soil. I suppose it’s not much different for us, blithely
acting like immortals one day and gone the next.
In his Ecclesiastical History, the
great eighth century English cleric the Venerable Bede beautifully expressed
this thought.
“Thus, to me seems, O King, the
life-span of humans at present on earth, in comparison to time as a whole, of
which we know so little: it is like when you are in your hall feasting with the
war-leaders and councillors in the cold season, and a fire has been kindled in
the centre of the hall, warming the chamber, while outside the whirlwinds of
winter rain and snow rage over everything — then at great speed a sparrow flies
through the chamber, coming in one door and exiting soon after by the other.
During the time it is inside the building it is unaffected by the wintry
weather — but only a fraction of time is passed in comfort before it must
leave, and repassing speedily from winter into winter, it is hidden from your
eyes. Such the life of man on earth seems to me. What follows it or what comes
before, we have no way of knowing.”
In some ways I share my ancestors’
belief that we remain alive in the world to the extent to which others treasure
our memory, repeating our names, recounting our exploits and achievements. One
of the great rewards of living a long while in a community is getting to know
local heroes and heroines, the people who weave our towns together. As a
smalltown newspaper, one of our best purposes is celebrating these people.
One such was Noreen Robinson, a
friend of mine who died May 20 at a good old age. Noreen was a friend to hundreds
and perhaps thousands, someone who understood and thoroughly appreciated
Ilwaco, savoring it like I do a neglected country lane. She always saw what
many others are only now discovering, that Ilwaco and the Peninsula are
remarkable in terms of beauty and personality. Though rightly celebrated as the
driving force behind the surprising Ilwaco Heritage Museum, Noreen will always
have a special place in my heart because of her deep belief in young people.
Life’s path brings each of us into
the light shone by fine people. It’s up to us to open our eyes and see them,
warming ourselves on our swift flight from what comes before to the final
mystery that awaits us all.
Folklore honors the mystery of life
“Celt envy” partly explains English
attitudes toward the folklore and cultural heritage of England. The colorful
“pure” Celts of Ireland have their own long-running National Public Radio show
in “Thistle and Shamrock,” leprechauns and the luminous Book of Kells, to say
nothing of Guinness beer and James Joyce.
The English, in contrast, are
defined by over-boiled vegetables, expressionless young palace guards in queer
hairy hats, and a misbehaved and outmoded aristocracy. When I was about 14, I
told the credulous neighbor kids we were French-Canadians, thinking even they
were exquisitely exotic compared to the English (and was thoroughly insulted
when their parents set them straight.)
There is, it turns out, a rich and
entertaining font of English customs and beliefs the Folklore Society began
collecting in 1878 from the island’s eccentrically distinctive counties and
hamlets. The Oxford Dictionary of English Folklore, summarizing these cultural
roots, is an amusing tool in my quest to reconnect to my “inner-Englishman.”
While it probably won’t become a bestseller in the Scandinavian strongholds of
Ilwaco and Naselle, it is stuffed with luscious details from England’s complex
tribal past, a savory genetic stew of the prehistoric Celtic Brythons, the Romans,
Saxons, Angliis, Vikings, Normans and others.
Uncountable generations of my
Great-grandmother Annie Weston’s family have lived in and near Bishops
Cannings, Wiltshire, the residents of which are known as moonrakers. “Once,
some smugglers from Bishops Cannings had hidden barrels of brandy in a pond,
and were spotted by Excise men while trying to retrieve them. Challenged, they
replied that they were ‘only raking for that big cheese down there,’ pointing
at the moon’s reflection. The Excise men believed them — more fools they!”
(Nowadays, the moonrakers continue to get the best of the outside world by
promoting crop circles in this area up the road from Stonehenge.)
The dictionary entry for “Dogs”
provides a helpful charm to calm my 9-year-old’s nerves after an evening
watching the mildly scary TV shows she craves. (Hopelessly behind the times,
we’ve been watching “Buffy the Vampire Slayer” on DVDs.) From 1686 — “I believe
all over England, a spaied bitch is accounted wholesome in a House; that is to
say, they have a strong beliefe that it keeps evill spirits from haunting of a
House.” I always suspected our little corgi Bina was more powerful than she
lets on, but a ghost buster? I’ll be darned.
Our house also is amply guarded by
holly, “generally protective against witches and other evils.” It’s been
considered unlucky to cut down a holly bush or tree since at least the 15th
century. I’ve certainly always avoided cutting them, and my luck is pretty
good, knock on wood.
The belief that knocking on wood —
or touching wood, as they say in England — counteracts the tempting of fate
brought on by a boast is one of those superstitions we all vaguely assume has
been around forever. Without evidence, some speculate it stems from ancient
worship of tree spirits, while others think it calls forth the protection of
Christ, with his cross made of wood. But in their folklore dictionary, authors
Jacqueline Simpson and Steve Roud say absolutely no reference can be found to ritually
touching wood before 1805, and that it otherwise first shows up later in the
19th century mostly as an element in children’s games of tag.
In fact, most current superstitions
appear to be of remarkably recent vintage. For instance, nobody gave Friday the
13th an extra thought before the 20th century, although Fridays in general were
considered unlucky as early 1390, possibly because of the old Catholic idea
that Fridays were a day for penance. (Good Friday was an exception, being known
as a perfect day for planting peas and potatoes, since “the Devil had no power
to spoil crops planted on this holy day.”) Because they mark the end of the
work week, most modern Americans have a benevolent view of Fridays, showing
popularity comes to all things in time, if not necessarily to all high school
students.
English traditions centered on
fishing have a special significance here on the Columbia and Pacific. Befitting
England’s maritime heritage, there are a bunch of them. For example:
• On his way down to his boat,
fishermen thought it unlucky to see a rabbit, pig or woman. But worst of all
was “to turn back after you had set off from home — even looking back was
avoided.” In a similar vein, families must not wave him good-bye.
• “Talking in plain terms about the
size of a catch was to be avoided as tempting fate and many words were avoided
altogether.”
• “One of the strongest taboos was
the word ‘pig,’ and fishermen and their families would go to extraordinary
lengths to avoid saying the actual word,” spelling it out instead or using
euphemisms like “porker.”
• Whistling was regarded as very
dangerous, conjuring up disastrous winds, “although in sailing days a little
judicious whistling might be necessary if you were becalmed.” A whistling woman
was a particular anathema, according to folklorists.
• A child’s caul, a membrane that
sometimes covers the heads of newborns, was believed to protect against
drowning. Cauls were often advertised for sale up through World War I, with an
asking price of 30 gold guineas in 1799.
Having now read a third of the
folklore dictionary, I haven’t yet found many practices or beliefs I intend to
incorporate into day-to-day life. But it’s nevertheless charming to contemplate
a place and a time when girls believed saying “Rabbits!” on a month’s first
waking moment guaranteed good fortune for the rest of the month.
All our ancestors, English or not,
relied on whimsy and ritual to guard their passing days. We haven’t just
suddenly lost our need for these essential connections to the natural world and
human traditions. Even Einstein acknowledged science can’t provide all the
answers we seek. Humans are defined by the need to quench this thirst by
seeking out the depths behind the surfaces of life.
Whether we search for
still-relevant folklore from our past, or create brand new traditions, we owe
it to ourselves and our children to honor the mystery and vitality of the world
that gives us life.
Roping snakes
“Yep, I remember Mom coming in from
the hills dragging her lariat with a big rattlesnake in tow. Dad cut it open
and a nearly full size cottontail rolled out. It wasn’t long after that that I
was allowed to make those rides into the hills to look after the horses.
“That was when, on hot summer afternoons,
I would have to ride clear to the top of Red Butte to check them out. Mom had
taken me on some checkout rides first, to show me where she usually found the
small band of horses. Those were some of the most pleasant days of my boyhood.
I know your mom would have liked to have been able to do that. But she became a
very good rider in her own right.”
Expanding on a thread of recollection provided
by my mom, my Uncle Tom recently e-mailed me this evocative little vignette
about childhood high up in the aspen and sage-clothed mountains. I’m ever
thankful that writing and talking are among my family’s most cherished
traditions, though I don’t have anything approaching my uncle’s relaxed grasp
of language.
Tiny old photographs show my mom and
uncle as they were when Grandma was still roping snakes — warmly wrapped ranch
kids, Tom, two years the elder, wrapping a protective arm around his polio-stricken
little sis Lois, along with their youngest brother Bud. They eventually
parented 10 boys in a row before adoptions finally brought two girls into the
lineup, along with yet another boy. All 13 of us, along with dozens of
grandchildren, great-grandchildren and even a great-great-grandchild or two,
are joyful that Tom and Lois are still in our company after all their lively
years. Tom recently turned 82 and my Mom turned 80 yesterday.
The two of them used to ride miles to a
one-room school, a white clapboard rectangular box fronted by a phalanx of
wooden steps where photos show gatherings of generations of local families.
Standing like a solitary outcropping of pale stone jutting up through a dusty
prairie, the schoolhouse was a world of its own, a busy beehive of humming
young minds harvesting Latin lessons and multiplication tables amid the
wind-swept spring wildflowers and the swirling eddies of powdery winter snow.
Mom still shivers thinking of the bitterly frozen morning when their horse spooked
and dumped them into a drift, leaving them to shuffle a half mile to the
woodstove-warmed classroom.
One honest memory from any family’s past
is infinitely more valuable than all the surrogates our culture creates for
real experience, from television to computer games. To have my mother living
nearby is an incredible privilege, a direct connection to the past for me, my
wife and daughter. Listening to her stories of working as an X-ray technician
serving the poor broken and burned boys of World War II at Portland Emanuel
Hospital, or as a telephone operator dealing with awful old lady Schwinn of the
bicycle empire, is worth more to us than any quantity of packaged corporate
entertainment or diversion.
All of us so lucky as to have jobs in
journalism, especially within a company as devoted to community service as this
one, count it a key benefit that we have so much license to ask people about
their lives. Taking time to listen, especially to the stories of older people,
is one of life’s most richly rewarding occupations. But you don’t have to be a
reporter or editor to enjoy the benefits of curiosity.
Spending time among older people, open to
all they have to say, is an essential part of every childhood and mature life,
one that is in sadly declining supply in today’s fractured and distracted
culture. In the past century we’ve lost a lot of what turns human animals into
human beings. Severing our connections to older family members and our
ancestors threatens to drain the blood from our society, turning us into mere
consumers.
By 2050, an estimated 2 billion people
will be age 60 and older, and yet America and most other advanced nations
celebrate the supposed accomplishments and allegedly cutting-edge tastes of
youth. Though they certainly are a powerful political force, the elderly ought
to play a far more important role in society by becoming active in the lives of
young people.
Talking, writing, listening — these
are great treasures accumulated one Sunday dinner at a time. Turn off the TV
and spend the time conversing with the flesh and blood people in your life.
My boyhood of revolvers and rifles
Wilson basketballs and
sweat-darkened baseball gloves are essential artifacts of many boyhoods;
Winchester rifles and frontier Colt revolvers are mine.
Dad gave me a rifle the morning I
was born. I was pumping innocent targets full of hot lead about the time I
learned to walk. Afternoons at the shooting range with Daddy, learning to
squeeze off careful shots in the thin Wyoming air, are among my earliest
treasured memories.
My two brothers and I shot
countless tens of thousands of rounds. In an era when real men never heard of
hearing protection, we discharged clips of .45 automatic ammo from Dad’s
service pistol as fast as we could reload them. A retired colonel with years on
the U.S. Army marksmen team, Dad had a limitless supply of bullets courtesy of
his officer corps pals. We had enough .30 caliber M1 carbine match ammo to
launch a coup-d’etat. I have something like 50 percent hearing loss on my right
side thanks to decades of shotgun and rifle discharges inches away from that
ear.
That was Dad’s only divergence from
accepted safe shooting practices. In brief summary, we learned never to point
even a toy gun at another person. When handed a firearm, we check if there is a
cartridge in the firing chamber, no matter whether the person handing it over
thinks it’s empty. In the field, we do not discharge our weapons until we’re
certain exactly what is in our sights, and what is beyond our intended target.
Though I rarely shoot nowadays, two
events recently brought all this to mind.
The first is my fellow Wyomingite
Dick Cheney “peppering” another bird hunter.
On the occasion of Cheney speaking
to the Wyoming Legislature after the accident, I heard a man purporting to be a
Wyoming hunter say to a radio interviewer the shooting was no big deal, that
such little boo-boos are commonplace amongst he-men of my homeland.
What a moron. In 20-plus years of
bird hunting, I never saw or heard of anybody getting hit by a shotgun blast.
The Republican big-shot (pun
intended) lawyer Cheney peppered within an inch of his life actually said he
was sorry for all the bother. As The Daily Show’s Jon Stewart observed, just
how powerful do you have to be to get an apology from a guy you darn-near
killed? In my world, “peppering” a fellow lawyer would get you pistol-whipped.
Within six months, you’d be living in a cardboard box with your hunting dog
after the ruinous lawsuit, trying to figure out how to come up with your
child-support payments.
I deplore the mess Cheney has
helped create for our nation, but I don’t totally share the view of those who
view him as a hell-rotted Rasputin-like figure pulling Bush’s strings. He was
an impressive and coolly courteous man in our several interactions, even though
he quite obviously regards talking to reporters as an experience slightly less
desirable than getting lice. I don’t think he got us into Iraq to enrich
Halliburton. We shouldn’t be there, but much as I enjoy doing it on occasion,
demonizing Cheney or Bush doesn’t really accomplish anything.
All this comes down to saying I’m
not an elitist West Coast knee-jerk Cheney hater, but it irks me when his
hangers-on so avidly leap to excuse a careless blunder like shooting a friend
in the face. He deserves to be ashamed.
Curt Gowdy’s death Monday is an
event that sparks pleasant recollections of shooting and hunting. He was a very
nice man who was often back in his home state, with time and a kind word for
anyone who approached him at the Hitching Post in Cheyenne or his other haunts.
A generation of American kids grew
up listening to his calm, distinctive voice calling seven Super Bowls, 10 World
Series and a host of other athletic events, including seven sets of Olympics
back when the whole nation was enraptured by the games — they were less
commercialized but a bigger deal, a proxy for the old Cold War.
It’s perhaps most for hosting The
American Sportsman for ABC that I remember Gowdy. Buddying around with the
likes of Ted Williams, he perfectly symbolized everything wholesome and fun
about hunting and fishing — a true role model for everyone who has ever held a
fly-rod or a 12 gauge.
It’s a safe bet Gowdy never
peppered anybody.
Weather puts faint hearts to the sword
Wind, gale and storm — nice names
for mischievous, artificial-breasted triplets in a WB or UPN cable TV series,
but entirely inadequate to describe our winter weather. Snarl, gnashing fangs
and Armageddon. Ogre, scream and misery. Wreckage, terror and Hitler. These
would be better descriptors for the rampaging barbarian horde of North Pacific
fronts ravaging the coast.
“Tonight’s forecast calls for a
40-mph snarl rising to a blood-curdling scream after midnight. The Weather
Service has issued an Armegeddon warning for tomorrow morning with 30-foot
swells on the Columbia bar. A series of Hitlers are expected to blitzkrieg the
coast for the next three weeks, but the long-range outlook is for gnashing
fangs backing off to wreckage by mid-to-late April, or July at the latest.”
See? Even a recent arrival from Southern California would have a pretty good
idea what to expect.
You can tell I have a desk job: I
actually like coastal weather. Seattle’s climate — an anemic shadow of ours,
with far less rain but endless gray skies — would be a wet diaper on my soul.
In contrast, in the hours running up to a really juicy cataclysm of the sort
we’ve been getting every two days since Christmas, I can feel sparks leaping
between the neurons of my brain like the wildly arcing electricity in the
original Frankenstein movie.
During a brief quiet intermission
in our pitchforks-and-torches weather Sunday, my daughter Elizabeth and I
explored the lonesome dunes at Cape Disappointment’s uttermost tip, where
repairs to the North Jetty seem to have kick-started the ailing beach-building
system. As much as five feet of sand have piled up immediately north of the
jetty in recent weeks. Although coastal erosion remains a serious long-range
threat because of ill-considered alterations in the Columbia’s
sediment-transport system, it felt great to walk on a little new land after a
decade of inexorable losses.
The growing dune at least
temporarily sealed off a sandy channel that runs just leeward of the jetty,
giving us a dandy wind-shielded path out to the ocean. Long before appearing
with other Star of the Sea schoolchildren in their recent Missoula Children’s
Theatre production of Robin Hood, Elizabeth initiated a series of epic sword
fights with her daddy. We threw ourselves into another bloodthirsty
stick-battle in our little canyon by the jetty. She whispers to cue me whenever
it’s time to lose, sending my weapon flying. Although I plead for mercy, I’m
pleased to lose my heart every time.
Sword fighting is in our genes.
Following up on an idle mention in a conversation, my colleague Patrick Webb at
The Daily Astorian identified archival records for one of my ancestors who
served as an able seaman on the 100-gun HMS Britannia in the Battle of
Trafalgar — last year’s other bicentennial. Playing the smallest of bit roles
in one of history’s most remarkable naval engagements, he would likely have
been part of a gun crew or manned the rigging as the British fleet under the
command of Adm. Horatio Nelson hammered through the French line, foiling
Napoleon’s plan to invade England.
Surviving the battle, his
exultation perhaps turned to tears as word spread through the fleet of Nelson’s
death aboard the HMS Victory. (Sometimes I feel my family is like Forrest Gump,
popping simple-minded into key historical events. Maybe there were just so few
people back then that any commoner who stood in one place long enough was bound
to be thrust into the affairs of the high and mighty.)
Being rated “able” meant he was
able to take over as the main helmsman, keeping the ship on course. As I stand
guard in the snarling wind while our fastidious little dog selects a perfect
place to tend to her business, I amuse myself by comparing my task with my
ancestor’s. We both taste the salt spray in our teeth. The ogre-like storm
tears at our foul-weather gear, ripping our exhaled breath out into the
dangerous night. I hurry indoors to watch Alias on dvd. He stands at the
Britannia’s wheel forever, steering his ghost ship toward a rain-cleansed
morning under a young and playful sun.
Harnessing hot air is one cool sensation
One night earlier this week, I
dreamt of inflating a luminous red balloon, alone in a silent landscape.
Ascending in its basket from within a circling bowl of sun-burnt hills, I
watched a towering range of ice-blue mountains swiftly rise above the horizon,
as if an eccentric theater curtain was being lowered to reveal an unimaginably
lovely stage set.
Flying in a hot-air balloon is a
powerful recurring theme in my dreams. This probably could provide a wealth of
material for years of costly Jungian analysis if not for the fact that piloting
hot air balloons is in reality a treasured experience of my teenage years.
Some might argue that learning how
to harness hot air is an apt preparation for my later careers as political
spokesman and newspaper columnist. They’d be right.
Balloon navigation requires nearly
intuitive calculations concerning constantly changing wind speed, air
temperature, elevation and terrain. Steering one is like riding a giant soap
bubble in turbulent air, a sort of slow-motion chess game in which you must
always know precisely where you are, while constantly revising plans several
steps ahead about how to get where you want be.
Spitting is the ballooning
equivalent of political polling. Balloons can no more go against the wind than
a jellyfish can go against the tide, so the secret is to know that the wind is
usually blowing several directions at the same time at different heights above
the ground. Before a flight, meteorological reports provide some insight into
winds aloft. But during flight, you must unleash a generous loogie and observe
how the winds warp its long plunge earthward. Permitting the balloon to cool
slightly, you descend into the wind layer going closest to the direction you
desire. If all goes perfectly well in a flight, you can ascend, zig-zag around
the countryside for a couple hours, and then land nearly where you first took
off. More often, your frustrated chase crew must drive up and down obscure
country lanes to find the remote cow pasture to which the winds have delivered
you.
Depending on the basic principle
that heated air is lighter than the ambient atmosphere, smoothly ascending or
descending takes a practiced feel for the delay between starting to increase
your balloon’s internal temperature and when it starts to take effect. The true
trick though, at least a small-scale joyous occasion, is a combination of skill
and conditions that permit perfectly level flight a foot or so above the
rippling surface of a lake or hayfield. Gliding along like a gargantuan swallow
that no hawk would ever fool with, you feel the kind of pure pleasure that’s
intrinsically impossible to explain to anyone who hasn’t done it.
If winds are the balloonist’s
greatest ally, they also are his most feared foe. In the first place, filling a
vast nylon bag using what amounts to a giant blowtorch is hazardous if not
impossible in anything but the lightest breeze. But it’s during landing that
the wind can be most deadly, dragging your basket into rocks and fences or
causing your envelope — the fabric portion of the balloon — to collide with
power lines. Getting hung up in arcing electric lines while standing in a big
wicker basket loaded with propane tanks isn’t something you want to do, even in
these days when internal suspension cables are made from nonconductive Kevlar.
Like many balloonists, I got my
start at the old Balloon Ranch in the amazing San Luis Valley of Colorado,
rising every morning in the magically still hour before dawn to fly before the
hot summer sun could cause temperature differentials that cause unpredictable
thermals and winds. Soloing was one of life’s grand experiences, sailing
through the cold crystalline air “when young Dawn with her rose-red fingers
shone once more.”
Standing on a solid wooden floor as
the world slides by a mile beneath you is to feel a touch of the divine. In the
long pauses between the roar of your burners, there is a perfect silence.
Traveling at one with the wind, there is a profound calmness, a sense of
fundamental health in all the world. Is it any wonder I still dream of it,
hardly wanting to land or awake?
Death down below
“Imagination in vain attempts to
paint the scene which went on below: the agony of suspense they must have
endured, the torturing terrors of their dim and stifling gallery, are all
beyond conception; and then the pale, sorrowing watchers above, who thought of
neither night nor day, nor of cold nor of privations, while waiting in dread
anxiety for husbands, brothers and children engulphed in that dark abyss.”
Written in 1862 concerning the New
Hartley mine disaster that killed 204 English men and boys, as old as 71 and as
young as 10, it describes our squeamish horror at the thought of being buried
alive or having a loved one suffer such a fate.
Coal seems like an obsolete
artifact of the early industrial age, a dirty relic from an era when every
factory was powered by boilers fueled with this fossil carbon hacked from the
bowels of the earth. It took many Americans by surprise to learn this month
that 21st century men still descend deep underground to mine something so
firmly rooted in the 19th century.
Metropolitan TV crews that swarmed
to the scene of the Sago Mine in West Virginia appeared incredulous anyone
would volunteer for such work. On some fundamental level, they equated coal
mining with cave exploration or bungee jumping — some eccentric recreational
activity — failing to realize how vital coal remains in generating electricity
for the nation. As a consequence of coal’s continuing economic importance,
mining remains one of a diminishing number of decent-paying jobs available to
those with perhaps limited formal education, but with courage and a capacity
for the hardest labor.
A big disaster briefly attracts
everyone’s attention today, but mining eats a steady diet of lives and always
has. My Grandpa Lafe Bell was glued to his radio in November 1968 when a huge
explosion ripped the heart out of Consolidation Coal’s Number Nine mine,
killing 78. Being 10 years old at the time, I remember those grim days more
vividly than I do John Kennedy’s assassination. In my family, with five
generations of gold miners on Dad’s side and countless generations of coal
miners on Mom’s, the death of any working man in the mines was then and is now
deeply personal. Presidents’ widows and children don’t have to worry about
going cold and hungry; miners’ families do. We feel their loss down to the
marrow of our bones.
Grandpa Bell went into the mines
when he was 14 and his mother wept bitter tears that day. Smart and handy, he
eventually achieved privileged positions as a boilerman and storekeeper up top,
but his time below left him with a legacy of black lung. His miner’s lamp,
which I keep beside my desk as a tangible reminder of the depths from which
we’ve climbed as a family, bears a last patent date of July 21, 1925. I doubt
Grandpa spent much time underground after then. But he was still hacking up
coal dust half a century later.
He remembered the dreary or
adrenaline-injected circumstances of every fellow miner who died during his
long career. Once, a bucket loaded with TNT jammed in the lowering mechanism
above the mine shaft. He clambered up into the rigging himself to free the
teetering explosives, perhaps averting a calamity like that at the New Hartley
in 1862, where a giant iron lifting-arm shattered and plunged down into the
shaft, trapping the miners in the bottom, where toxic gases snuffed them like
moths in a killing jar.
The origins of coal mining are lost
in the dusty twilight of time. In England there is evidence the Romans
exploited local coal deposits during their long occupation from 55 B.C. to 411
A.D. Up in County Durham in England’s far northeast corner, my Bell ancestors
and most families were virtual slaves as recently as World War I, legally
bonded to the mines. The marvelous Durham Mining Museum now recounts known
details of thousands of deaths. Little kids as young as 6 toiled and perished in
the darkness, following coal seams a few inches in width out under the North
Sea. With appalling frequency, the crushing weight of water would explode into
the workings. Then as now, government safety inspectors rarely found anything
to criticize and even more rarely forced change. Our lives were cheap. Still
are.
One of many mine disaster memorials
scattered through Durham’s bright green hills pays tribute to 168 men and boys:
“Farewell, farewell, no tongue can tell, how brave, how true, were those who
fell. We know you did your duty well, you heroes of the mine.”
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